January 9, 2012


I wish there were words for what I’m feeling right now. Lost isn’t the right word and confused isn’t either.  I’m just in a mixed up mood right now.  Maybe it’s the girl time.  Or maybe I just worry too much. I’m happy but there’s always that feeling of dread that something is going to go wrong.  My inferiority complex is getting bad again. I have a lot to feel good about though.  Nothing is wrong in my family life for once. I have an amazing guy that means the world to me. School is… school but not awful.

So there shouldn’t be a reason for me to feel like this.  Maybe it’s the fact that everything is fine for once.  I haven’t had to lie and say “it’s fine” or “I’m fine.”   I don’t know..    

Ugh, sorry guys. I just wanted to get that off my chest. 

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